Me rambling.

I loved hearing your comments on my last post. I wrote it not for me, but for all mommas out there. I hear far too much that between the mommy guilt, and the mommy wars (as Kristal put it) we struggle alot with that inner voice, and we all need to be strong and let it go sometimes. I know it probably will never go away competly, but if we can quiet it, we can live at bit happier!

Speaking of being happy, I had a little accident with our computer this weekend, and our hard drive failed. I was in tears. All of this time, I had not backed up our pictures like a good girl, and when I found out they could all be gone, I was a mess. I kept thinking how I was going to explain to him when he was older that I have no pictures of him as a newborn. Talk about hot mess.

Luckily, Blake works with some smart peoples, and they have recovered most of it. We now have our wireless external hard drive hooked up to our system, and it automatically saves it when we add something new. Awesome.

I also had a realization the other day. My baby boy is going to be SIX months old in 11 days. ELEVEN people. I am having a really hard time with this next month. I dont know why but it kind of feels like the end of the tiny baby (well, he was only tiny for a minute) stage, and on to the big boy stage!

He can sit up on his own some days he is better and doesn't tip over but I think that is what got me. I am sure I will be a hot mess on his first birthday!!

...........and because this post is in dire need of a picture or two, I'll gladly add some of my chunker.



Fat baby in little shirt. lol. For the record. I am holding his shirt because he kept reaching for the grass and tipping over! lol. This was his first time putting his little piggies in the grass!!!

See Ma, I am a big boy! I can sits up all by myself! He gets so proud of himself when he does it!

One of my favorites. I love his fat little piggies in the grass.

On random, note I really need a blog makeover, and I have no idea where to start. I completly forgot how i did it last time!