Today is the day I have dreaded since I found out I was pregnant. As you read this, I am probably driving through rushhour traffic, answering a phone call, or unpacking my office (we moved while i was gone, lol.) all while thinking of my little man at home. Today, my maternity leave ends, and reality begins again. I am grateful for the time I have had with him but sad to return to the ins and outs of everyday life. The past two months really felt like a long weekend and like I was in a dream world. It's really all the way I can discribe it because it didn't feel like my life. Going back to work is reality and that is life....
I know I will cry more tears than he will but it doesn't make it any easier.
I don't think it really hit me until today when I found myself crying hysterically several times. I know he is in good hands (my mom is watching him most of this week, she took off!) but I'm a mom and my job is to worry!
I actually don't think tomorrow will be as bas as Tueday. Tuesday it will sink it this is real and I'm not staying home anymore. I have already told those that are watching him to never tell me something he did for the first time.
Now...pumping is going to be interesting tomorrow since we moved to a new office while I was on leave and I have no idea where I'm going to go. I was in a private office and now forced out into a CUBICLE! Oh my! :)